First Post

Having created nearly 3 blog pages (Dont even remeber their names now..), this is my next attempt to create one and USE the blog extensively to jot down all that is criss-crossing my mind..Hope to update it on a dialy basis. Actually, having failed to blog regularly, when I was thinking about how to take out my inner thoughts, had a couple of options namely, writign a diary (yes, started writing about 3 months ago, again, not regularly, whenever I was overfilled with thoughts and just wanted to vent out, use diary as a medium of pouring out..) , buying a recordable walkman (saw a recordable walkman in the recently watched movie : Pirivom Sandhippom), or a recordable CD walkman player, and finally blogging..SO, here I am, ..
One mor thing which I want to record here is that when I vent out my thoughts on the diary, I feel highly relieved..Something that bothered me, the anger that was brimming inside and which cannot be shown to anyone(because showing anger will lead to many more complex situations at the end of which I'll be the victim and not the one who was the cause of anger..) all that when poured in a diary, I felt relaxed..

Of late, especially last 2 days or so, H has not been talking to me, so I've been talking to myself all day(not that H is a very verbal person to ME otherwise, but I've been talking to myslef constatntly extensively , and the fear gripped me if I would become lunatic and explode at this rate..), with the fear of losing mental stability, I badly wanted to start a blog when I started to office this morning..And today being the 1st day of a new month when new beginnings are going to start in my life (according to Sir.Srikantiah.) let me hope start of this blog usher in a start of a new life (a baby) in our lives..
God, Bless all of us!